It has been 8 days since I've worked out. I'm not sure if I should start over or just keep going. I will be going to the gym before class today. I also realize that if I don't get up earlier in the day I don't plan my day as well. I spent most of this past week stressing about band stuff. More and more I realize that the band members stress me out more than the actual band work. I may have to seek to remedy that situation one way or another. I love my band though, despite that some of my closest friends have given me advice to go solo. I don't feel ready for that. My confidence regarding a solo career is their but buried under past hurts and fears. This self-perpetuated challenge is meant to attack that. What I really need to do, in addition to the getting up early, working out, finding a job, etc; is to sit down and figure out my focuses this month. I will have to draw up that plan soon, before I get way off of the course. Wish me luck getting back to the task at hand today. The last time I challenged myself in the gym in challenged me into a depression for 8 days. I will assure myself now, that it will not happen again.
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Dont give up love. it may be hard sometimes but you've got nothing holding you back. keep your head up and reach for the stars.
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