I'm not sure what it is. I'm tired, for no real reason other than going to bed late. I feel just out of commission. I'm sick of answering online Craigslist ads for jobs. I'm starting to realize I'm going to need to be aggressive about finding a job I like. I haven't really put much effort into finding work leg work wise. I know that face to face has a lot more impact on the hiring process than online. However if you are contacted via online, obviously you got your foot in the door.
Mostly, I need income right now. I figure finding something part time in the mornings would give me time to book my band. I don't want to get caught up in the serving industry again, meaning more hours = more moolah at a restaurant. I want to just barley be able to pay my bills so I have a reason to hustle for work in entertainment.
The other current concern? My car. Because without transportation I'm potentially really screwed. Almost all of these worries are fueled by lack of income. However, last night a funny thing happened. When I took my BF out for sushi, I realized I should chill. I will be fine, I thought. I am blessed to have a grandmother is understanding enough to let me live rent free for a bit, until I can get on my feet. I have a boyfriend who wouldn't let me go hungry. Yes! It sucks that I will have trouble taking care of myself but worst comes to worst I will find a way! I have always been a survivor. I have always pursued and achieved my goals. Nothing is going to get in the way of that. Nothing.
Lets get into perspective though, shall we? Its day 33. Out of 33 days I have been out of bed before 11 am ...8 days..that's only 24%. Its safe to say I could step that up. I just love sleep, but maybe I would love getting more done in a day. Now out of 33 days I have been to the gym or completed a good workout 11 days out of 33. That's a 33% rate. Okay so I'm only 20% done with my challenge. I have a ways to go and enough time to turn this around.
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