Day 9

Well, I overslept and then I overslept some more. I asked my boyfriend to wake me up when he got back but he was behind too. Noon and I'm up. 8:30 is when the alarm was set for. Lost a few hours and I had this horrible dream. The dream was about Cheesecake Factory and it put enough fear back into me about that place to never want to wait tables again. I'm stuck between making enough to live comfortably and going for the dream at this point. Today is my unemployment interview. Aside from scouring Craigslist for jobs I'm interested in, I haven't the foggiest. I'm about to finish a two year sound engineering program and I hardly feel qualified to work in a studio. I have my own studio but its nothing like the few, the proud, and the still in business studios in the bay area. Do I have to spend thousands to get ahead? Wouldn't that being buying into everything that the wealthy of this country has sold us? Lets separate the wheat from the chaff shall we?