day 63 - discombobulated

This past week I was almost guaranteed two jobs and turned them down. One was to help my drummers mom care for the elderly and the other was at a friend's bank as a teller. Both positions are what people would consider well paid. Am I being to picky now in hard times? Perhaps. A job is job someone would tell me, but my heart would say, no, that's not right. I've worked at jobs my heart wasn't in and everyone suffered. I don't want to have another Cheesecake Factory experience, a year of hard work with no reward. I mean I got to pay my bills and eat out all the time, that's kind of a reward.
Midterms and tons of homework due this coming week. I am, as usual, overwhelmed. Also, I am late to go meet my mother. Just know my faithful readers that I'm not going down without a fight.
As far as fitness, I am far from it lately. I have succeeded in not eating as much, or as much crap, but that's hardly going to get me to my goal weight. I don't care what any magazine says, its hard to become fit because its a lifestyle change. I do believe getting up earlier may be a success secret. I don't like it, but its true in my opinion. I read somewhere the other day that people who eat breakfast have a healthier weight. You have to be up in the morning to have breakfast. If your going to be eating small meals all day, better start early...