I finish the reading required for my first homework assignment of the evening and realize I don't even know what time it is. The whole day-light savings time has me a bit thrown but excited to see the sun more. I love the long, bright days of summer. I realize I still need to go to the gym and its nearly 10pm. I am glad that I finished my reading first as the online assignment is due by midnight and I would have been stressed to finish it if I had gone to the gym first. I am realizing in order to achieve my 160 day challenge goals, it is imperative that I get up earlier in the day. I have always been a bit of a procrastinator. Its helpful to examine why your putting whatever it is off and decide that its just a silly excuse, because it often just is.
God, or whatever you want to call that great spirit hovering all around us that we don't understand, is definitely messing with me. I mean messing with me in the sense that the old adage "ask and you shall receive" is biting me in the butt. I asked, in a prayer, to guided to what I was "supposed to be doing" and here I am jobless and stressed trying to figure out my life. I'm only 23! My aunt says I don't value jobs. Your darn right I don't value having to work for someone else for the simple necessity of paying bills. Who wants to do something they hate everyday? I do think maybe I'm spoiled in the sense that I am so rich in dreams, thinking there has to be a way out of the rat race for me. My friend Gene applauds my new found freedom, saying he's excited for me to take a leap. Great.
I'm so happy for you my friend. Its depressing feeling rejected for jobs when you feel overqualified isn't it? But, on the other hand I know the answers will come. I feel like God is saying, "you want to work at something you love? Well, hold on it's going to take a minute". And for God a minute could be months, after all Earth was created in 7 days.
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