Day 55 - photo shoot

We are all very excited to see how the carnival Last Valhalla pictures will look! It was a fun shoot. We have a show next Saturday that's a big deal, studio time coming up, and festivals to book for in the summer. I'm going to be busy this week. My mind is in a million directions, but I can't shake the fear of not having steady income. Soon it will be April and I don't have regular work yet. Honestly it wouldn't be hard to make $500.00 a week doing odd jobs, my normal pay from Cheesecake, but it would be stressful. I'm trying to wrap my mind around all of the possible ways I could earn at least enough a month to cover my bills and do music more than I did while working at Cheesecake Factory. I just feel overwhelmed. I can't do much about it tonight though.
You would think that because I got to work today for Magic Princess, my first gig in three months, I would be more excited. I think I'm down because I know I can't rely on MP to help me earn regular income. I miss my old schedule of working like crazy on the weekends and doing school during the week. However with that kind of schedule I couldn't perform with my band as much as I would like. Its a hard balance. I think the goal is to find a restaurant I can work at 2-3 nights/days a week that will let me make a couple hundred bucks and pursue music on weekend nights.