Day 122 - "Didn't you say something about a trainer?

My boyfriend mentioned that I was thinking about getting a trainer on board with my weight loss challenge when I complained last night about feeling helpless. I've been busy and feel overwhelmed. Truthfully though, I can handle it I just need a bit more organization. I have been waking up super late again. Not sure why, maybe because I'm woken up two or three times before I want to actually get up. I'm also going to be later on my days off. I wait for my boyfriend to get off, we end up eating, and I'm awake two-three hours later then I need to be. I think the other reason for my sleeping schedule being so off is last week. I was so upset over the situation between my man and I. I stayed up obscene hours and slept in, as if very depressed. We talked, it's better, but its all a part of journey I don't have patience for. Oh well, I'll figure it out.
On top of all that I'm managing a band that I feel has one hard working member. I've been having strange nightmares about every aspect of my to do list. I wake up not so stressed though, just concerned. Strange.
Recording Arts Final tonight! I'm almost done with the semester. What a relief to have a break.