Day 155 - the end is near

The 160 day challenge has done a few things for me even though I have not hit my goals. It has made me more aware. It has held me accountable. It has taught me some new things. It has also turned me on to the fact that I can see my patterns right here. Meaning, I have had a chance to see what is holding me back and what makes me move forward. In times of struggle, I shine.
I was laid off of my somewhat new serving job, although after a conversation with the manager yesterday, it was more than lack of hours. The waitress staff were never very nice to me anyway. I don't know why, but they just never warmed up to me. It's weird to have the manager say I think your a great server, I'll write you a recommendation letter yet they would say your not a good fit. Go figure. In the end, we were slow. Very slow and someone else walked in with better availability.
I will try again for un-employment. I know how difficult it could be looking for work. I'm head'd for Berkeley for a serving job now.